Minus Ten

Ok ok, so I lied. I think I'm going to keep up weigh in Wednesday. Not because I'm obsessed with that number, but because it holds me accountable. I'm still lifting though, so I imagine my body will be changing shape a decent amount at the same time, but that's ok. And maybe the number part will eventually fall off, but for now I haven't quite reached my goal so I want to keep it up. What's my goal you ask? Well, my initial goal was for my stomach not to jiggle when I brush my teeth. That shit STILL happens, so I'll be working on that. As far as a weight goal, I'm thinking 135(ish). So I've got ten to go. Wish me luck!

Last year, around the same time of year I bought a pair of blue pants (size 14). At work, they were deemed my "hot pants." They're a little smurfy and I loved them, a lot. At the same time, my BFF bought the identical pants (yeah, sometimes we match) umm like 5 sizes smaller (size 4). Because Bran is the best, she lent me her littler smurf hot pants so I'd have more wearable to work outfits. This morning when I was getting dressed I found the big'uns and took some pics to compare them to the little'uns. Pretty crazy to think I used to fill, and I mean fucking fill, the big'uns. That must've been a lotta smurf blue.

In other news, I've been insanely sleepy lately. So much so that I started dozing off last night and couldn't finish some work I needed to do. So I got up at 4:45 to do it this morning. I was forced to skip the gym but told myself I'd go after work (which I hate doing). I have to run for 20+ minutes today, we'll see how that goes. Oh and I quit coffee! Why?!?!?! Because my ass was getting addicted to it. I think there was a day I had a total of 4 shots of espresso from Starbucks. Espresso = delicious = doll hairs. Since I don't have extra doll hairs and I don't want to rely on something to perk me up, I'm quittin. I'll still have an occasional iced coffee because, let's be honest, they're tasty as all hell. Now if only I could do the same thing when it came to booze…

Happy hump day!